Saturday, June 22, 2013

June, or as my students say, "hoo-nay"


Thing's are just cheveré out here in Tortí. Rainy season is rolling in, bringing hotter days, lots of mud, bugs/bichos/beetles, cool thunderstorms, and slightly más fresca afternoons. Reading Vonnegut in my hammock during storms has been very enjoyable in the late afternoon.

 School has been going well, continuing my observations, getting to know more niños and building trust with my teachers. Remembering names is a constant struggle.

-One highlight: English week became English day, and it was a day full of dancing to English pop-songs, Mr. and Miss English candidates doing risky catwalk moves (whatever that means), some presentations in English (dialogues, a speech, Romeo and Juliet death scene), and lots of whooping and yelling. It was semi-organized, there were technical difficulties with microphones, music, and what-have-yous, students weren't present or ready for their parts on time, etc. So as Spanish-speaking MC, alongside my English-teaching counterpart, who was super stressed while we reached the brink of chaos, I smiled, kept calm, accepted the reality of Panamanian school events, and played some jams on my ipod during the times of utter confusion. Overall, it actually turned out pretty good, and was quite funny, especially the high-schoolers dancing in a rather "modern"  way to some Sean Paul fist-pumping club song. To close out the English week presentation, a muchacha from sexto año (senior year) sang "Scarborough Fair" with a backing choir and killed it. Beautiful, and for me, redeemed Panamá's English music taste that I have heard, especially after spending an entire week listening to junior high students sing "I'm glad you came," by some little British boy-band wankers.

For the next month of observations in the school I am really going to focus my extra time on organizing books in the library so we can utilize them more in the class as well as encourage the kids to read more (in whatever language, honestly). Also, there is a really nice language lab that doesn't seem to be used, and another lab with computers and internet that is sometimes used, but I have heard numerous explanations and stories about what works and doesn't work, or if these mythical computers, internet, or labs actually exist. Panamanian mis(or lack of)communication. My investigations will continue. I'd love to have access to a language lab, and since the government gives laptops to all kids nationwide (little white plastic things that they refer to as "wafleros," a.k.a. waffle-maker; clever nickname but i  haven't seen a waffle yet here), I would like to connect them to positive, educational resources and English learning websites.

Anywho, as I hang in la hamaca on this cool Saturday afternoon, after a solid day of sembrando yuka, I'd like to fill the world in on my goings-on...

As promised, I'd like to follow up on the manventure to Ben's site in Nuevo Vigía, Darién, in the Emberá Comarca. I was super-stoked for my first trip to the dirty D. Andrew, an Environmental Health volunteer who lives in a community a ten minute bus ride plus a 2 hr walk in the hill lands away from Tortí, called my early in the morning as he rolled in on a bus heading to Darién. I hopped on and we headed East. At the Senafront (frontier police organization) checkpoint before Santa Fe, I was able to enjoy one of the perks of Peace Corps when, as everyone else has to unload from the bus and allow the frontier police dressed in camo search their stuff, we simply flashed our cheap-looking, laminated Peace Corps badge and they military dudes waved us through. We grabbed breakfast with Aja in Metetí, apologized that she was not invited to the manventure, but Andrew explained that, as there is a lack of dudes out East, this was a necessary manscursion. They also had to break in the new guy, me, who as a TE volunteer, had a lot to proove to these I-live-in-the-rainforest-hunt-my-dinner-with-spears-and-build-aquaducts kind of fellas. Then we met another EH volunteer in Metetí, Chris, who also lives in an Emberá community (oh btw, Emberá is another indigenous group native to Panamá. They rock.) We snagged some veggies (even some broccoli) for Benjamin, who, despite being surrounded by dense jungle, doesn't enjoy too many edible green plants. We then took a cab another half hour to a town on the Chucunaque River, chatted with some more Senafront police, gave them our info. (either because they are worried about us being kidnapped by the FARC from Colombia, or suspicious of us gringos rolling in to the jungle to smuggle coke, kill jaguars, whatever may have you), had lunch, waited for a few hours, and finally paid for gas and jumped in a piragua (30ft long dug-out canoo with a Yamaha boat engine attached to the back.) After about a half-hour boat ride up the river, we arrived to Ben's community. (No cocodrillos spotted in the river that weekend, but Chris said he counted 30 one time in his river while cruising up to his site : o).



As we glided toward the shore of Ben's community, I didn't know what to expect. Images from Apocalypse Now  kept flashing in my mind, with Ben as Kurtz, surrounded by indigenous children with bows and arrows. Close.. Not really... There were smiling, curious children yelling for Benja (Benhaa) to come retrieve his gringo pals. The community was lovely, and they love their Benja. All of the houses are wooden, open, sitting high on stilts with roofs covered in penca. The school is very nice, they have some sidewalks, some small tiendas and couple cantinas, and two basketball courts! A few years ago there was a huge flood that forced the majority of the families that live next to the river to relocate up on hill (where Ben lives now). The bank was about 10 feet from the water when we visited, and their houses are another ten feet off the ground, so this was a nasty flood. Some of the town just recently acquired electricity, and they have an aqueduct (Ben's primary project) that pumps somewhat decent water to some plumas placed around town. There are virtually no latrines, so Ben's next project has to do with latrine construction, which is tough because typical pit latrines would not function due to the high water table of the land, so they would have to construct composting latrines. Anyway, manventure got a whole lot manlier when he showed me the bathroom; a 5gal bucket with some rice husks for coverage. He had recently acquired a really nice toilet seat for it though!



Mantasia was an awesome weekend. It was really cool getting to know the Darién fellas. We enjoyed some rum, scotch, and euchre under flashlights in the night, tried to dodge/destroy undestroyable mosquitos (for real, you'd smash them and they would simply buzz away), cooked a lot of veggies, pasta, patacones, oatmeal, guac, etc., and shared stories about PC, Darién, their epic hiking adventure to Kuna Yala, bowel movements...This becomes a part of natural, casual conversation in the PC world. "Solid" has become an ever more telling response to "how's it going." We also went hunting with some Emberá fellas one morning, which consisted of an hour or so hike in the dense, humid rainforest, abundant with mosquitos and chitre, another flesh-eater, until we got to a spot. Then, the Emberá fellas told us to stay put with the horses, while they disappeared into the jungle to hunt for conejo (jungle rabbit) and venado (jungle deer). So the gringos got left behind, so we hung out in the jungle made spears and practiced our throwing skills, in case we encountered a potential dinner. We did see an Aguilar Harpía (Harpe Eagle) though, a pretty rare bird that only exists in Latin America, which was sweet. And our pals came back with a deer, so we enjoyed some delicious venison.







We also hooped a bit, which was a blast! The Emberá love basketball, and despite lacking technical skills and some fundamentals, were pretty solid ballers. Ben and an Emberá dude took Andrew and I down one afternoon, and I thought I was going to keel over with heat stroke. Playing basketball under the afternoon sun in jungle heat was intense! Nothing that a nice cold duro (frozen fruit popcicle in a plastic bag) couldn't fix.
The coolest part of the weekend, however, was getting painted with the Jagua fruit. Ben consiguir-ed some Jagua and we grinded the fruit up with a shredder made out of a sardine can. His neighbor mixed the Jagua with a little agua and then cooked it for a hot sec., then used a plantain branch to paint designs on us, covering our entire torso and arms, front and back. They usually do the whole body, feet to mouth, and all the designs/lines usually mean something. She just said she was going to paint us like tigres. It was an awesome experience, the natural tattoos lasted about two weeks. Can't wait to be pintado again!





The Emberá people were very cool. Super friendly, simple, loving, and apparently they can be crude in their humor at times, as have heard from the many volunteers who live in the Comarca. I was super impressed by Ben and Chris's handle on the Emberá language. They came in to PC with little Spanish, and have become solid with both. The entire weekend, they demonstrated a Emberá conversation in English, and  it had me rolling in laughter.
Example : -Hey Benja, whacha doin, ya cooking?
-Yep, I'm cooking
-Really?
-Really.
-Alright, keep cooking then.
It's beautiful, simple, and brilliant. And always pleasant.

Our last night in Nueva Vigia, we roasted up some chorizo y salchicha over a fire and made s'mores. The stars in this jungle village at night were absolutely breathtaking. Soaking everything under the cosmic ceiling was very special and, despite the bloodsuckers, the mud, and lack of amenities, I felt extremely appreciative to be alive in that moment, in that time, in that place.






After the manventure in the jungle, we had our Panamá Este/Darién regional meeting in the city, so we stayed in a nice hostel in Casco Viejo, enjoyed some hot showers (which were amazing, especially after being munched by mosquitos), and enjoyed some civilization, beer, and nightlife. The four of us got some pretty curious looks from the city Panamanians as we strode through the city with our Jagua tattoos. It's fascinating the reactions you get by moving between cultures here in Panamá. We act as bridges even within the country.




My next noteworthy adventure was to a fellow PCV named-Chelsea's site at Pueblo Nuevo, a 20 minute boat ride across Lago Bayano. She invited a bunch of volunteers to come help out with a medical mission put on by a church group from Alabama. We translated and did some health charlas about water and diabetes. Chelsea's site is awesome. She lives in a wooden house with a penca roof (like Benja's) that looks out to the lake (and the sprawling, dead trees that tower out of the water). She has no electrity, but we enjoyed some wine and incredible cooking (pasta, curry, guacamole, salad) and wine at night while listening to random English 80s jams played through the Voz Sin Fronters Darién radio station. The gira was a great success, and a solid number of people turned out in the small community to see the dentist and doctors who were there. I really enjoy working with the medical giras. It's great to work with with other Americans and different organizations, sharing experiences and perspectives, and translating is a pretty cool yet demanding job. And hanging with fellow volunteers is always wonderful.









Before we all headed back to our subjective homes, we embarked on an adventure to check out one of Chelsea's primary projects; Eco-tourism in the caves of Pueblo Nuevo. Las cuevas were incredible. We entered the caves with our headlamps, led by out trusty guide Pepe. The caves are up a stream that leads into Lago Bayano, and seeing as the lake was formed during the construcction of a huge hydroelectric dam, which powers most of Panamá city, her community, and the discovery of the caves, are new phenomena. Huge cliffs tower over the river, and at a few parts in the caves there is total darkness. At one point, we were walking in total darkness through water that was chest-high, with bats fluttering and screeching above. Then, as I had heard from some pals who had seen the caves before, we saw it; the baby crocodile that chills in the pitch black cave lagoon. It's orange eyes burned above the water, still as dark water, until it submerged itself. We moved forward briskly, without panicking, telling ourselves that this creature feels much more threatened by us than we by it. That said, if the mama was around...Apparently no one has seen her, and the river dries up before it gets to the lake. But during this rainy season the river will most likely flow into Lago Bayano, so who knows if the mama will return for her the little guy. Pepe also killed an Equis in the cave, one of the most venomous snakes in Panamá. It wasn't agressive and seemed to be dying before Pepe finished it off, and I felt for the fella for a second. Then I remembered that his bite what send me on a race against the clock to survive. So it goes. Cycles, circles, life, nature, survival...all that jazz......We hiked through the caves for about an our, until we reached a solid swimming hole, jumped off some cliffs into the pristine mountain fed river water, climbed rocks, and explored the mini waterfalls until we had to return. It was an awesome couple days.










I really enjoy living out East, in the frontier land. I love the diversity of indigenous and latinos who had immigrated within the last 50 years. Living near the jungle allows me to see development in a fascinating way, with ramped deforestation (and battle for conservation and reforestation), and the growth of highway towns, and even in the indigenous Comarcas, with more and more access to water, electricity, supermarkets, and internet. Also, there are volunteers from all 4 sectors out here, doing a lot of cool, different projects with water sanitation and access, sustainable agriculture, environmental conservation, hydroelectricty, and English (represent...haa)... I have an incredible opportunity to interact with a variety of people. My fellow volunteers kick ass, and I have so much to learn from them. So much love and support always as well. Oh! I also went to the Despedida/farewell for my pal Beth Frailey, who recently finished her service in Platanilla. It was very sweet and pretty amazing to see how much the people really appreciate our time here. She became a beloved member of families and of the community. One of the English teachers she worked with even sang "Hero" by Mariah Carey at the ceremony for her! Tears flowed. It was lovely. A group of us stayed at Beth's place for her last night. It was so cool witnessing the different perspectives of volunteers in different stages in their service. So much growth and change.  I can't wait to collaborate on projects and learn so much from such groovy people.

Many more adventures to be had. Spending time in the school and with the fam, cooking, getting out on the farm, running down the dirt path that cuts through the jungle mountains, reading, learning the blues...I have a whole lot of time for exploration, inside and out. It's crazy how when you travel around, and when you adapt to a new place and a new life, how memories of what home is, where and who, come rushing through. In that sense, this experience is very spiritual, kind of like a retreat, where you have a lot of time to ponder, appreciate and find peace.

Happy belated Father's Day to all the Papas out there, especially Jiimbovett. Also thinking of Ray Vetter and Russell Scott, two abuelos that have sent some super positive waves into history through the creation of two stellar families. Feeling lucky, feeling alive. Saludos!







 BTW/P.S.:  A lost perrita found me while I was chillaxin the hamaca the other night. Not sure if I am going to keep her, but she came out of nowhere and seems pretty content staying here (with me feeding here). Not really looking to care for a dog, and my family already has a zoo, but she's a sweetie, and a pest. My host brother and I named here Tortilla Luna.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Al Fin de Mayo


Wrapping up another month in Panamá, it is difficult to conceptualize the time I have spent here. I have been in site one month, and in Panama for more than three. It's like paddling out to sea, not really noticing too much progress, but the shores of February are fading in the distance.

So for the the last month, i have been spending time observing teachers in the primary school. It's a frustrating experience because I would like to be more involved, but first i have a lot to learn about the Panamanian school system, assess the needs of the school/community, and perhaps most importantly build camaraderie with the teachers before I start planning and get my hands dirty. That said, there are some tough problems/realities in the Panamanian classroom, which my compañera Katy lays out wonderfully in her blog.

So moving on from that, I'd like to recap my month!

I am wrapping up my week of "vacation" (no school for the niños, as first trimester has just ended, but I was pretty busy) before I head off to the depths of the Darién to visit some of meet some of my new Peace Corps brethren of the East, and do manstuff in the jungle...

some random things i have been doing:

-dodging beetles and swatting bats (killed my first little marcielago last night, I didn't want to because I thought he would be a great defense against mosquitos, but he was out of control and flying way too close to my head while I was trying to help my host-sister with her English homework. She laughed at my indecision (and fear), until my blue jeans knocked him out cold. RIP. There are enough creatures that are trying to suck my blood ). Rainy season has arrived to Panama Esté, and with the lights on in my open bedroom, I am a prime target for rainforest bicho (bug) drones.


-"Thriller" dance with 3rd greaters (we will see if it can be pulled off for english week)




-Gira Médica with US army- I was fortunate to be able to help out on the final day of a medical trip the U.S. Army did in the neighboring town, Platanilla. About 30 army members, a diverse group of medics, reserves, active officers, and otherwise, are doing medical trips to many communities out here in eastern Panamá. Last week they saw hundreds of patients, dividing into stations for Optemetry, Pediatrics, Internal Medicine, Vaccinations, etc. Mi compañeras Aja, Margaret, and Beth helped out translating as well. It was a super neat experience to share with another U.S. organization, especially the military. It was a cool experience and opportunity for sharing, as many of them (some more honestly curious and interested than others) wanted to know what we were up to and what the always ambiguous Peace Corps was all about. It was especially cool to here one of the officers tell us that he is encouraging his son to look into Peace Corps rather than join the military like his older brother. After talking to some of the soldiers and sharing experiences (especially from guys who had served in Iraq, where sometimes the duration of their deployment would be spent within the confines of a military base), I really appreciate the freedom we are able to enjoy as Peace Corps volunteers (and especially in Panamá). One of the most important aspects of this job is that we live with the native people we are serving; integration is integral to our success. I am definitely looking forward to translating for other medical missions.
**I just found out that the Southern Command will be in Tortí next week, so the kiddies get another week of no school (ay la vida), and unfortunately I will be out of town until next wednesday due to regional meeting in the city.




-Trying to be a cocinero.... So I have been cooking a little bit in the restaurant kitchen, in order to diversify my diet, get some veggies in my system, and share some grub/prove myself to my Panafamily. Guacamole was quite the hit, and it was funny because they had never heard of it and wanted to know what it meant in Spanish (ya es en Español!). I also made homemade tortilla chips (which almost got ruined because Aunt Jackie thought I was making ohaldres, their delicious fried bread. Their tortillas are little fried corn tortillas, nothing like Mexican tortillas). Anyway, the guac was a huge hit and it was hilarious watching my tipsy host-uncle stumble over the pronunciation. Last week I got really adventurous and threw some fresh mangos in from the mango tree, fresh aguacate, freshly picked limes from the lime tree, etc., etc. heavenly goodness. Then, last weekend I decided to make some fat, juicy American cheesburgers for the fam. (with the mango guac), and they loved it! This is also good training for when I open up that brewery/restaurant somewhere in Latin America. So many amazing natural ingredients (mmm mango-pinapple wheat beer I can already taste it).












-Hanging out with Kuna Indigenous: The last few Saturdays I went to Wacuco to visit  Aristoteles and Claudio. Aristoteles teaches math and Claudio English in pre-media (7-9th grade). They are both of the Kuna Yala indigenous group, which is the autonomous comarca up north along the Caribbean Sea (and the hundreds of islands around the coast). Aristoteles' dad was a diputado of Kuna Yala back in the day, which is equivalent to a U.S. senator. Claudio received a scholarship to study English in Ukraine. They are both badasses. It is interesting hanging out with the Kuna people. They have a very deep connection to the land and are totally against deforestation by means of logging or cattle grazing. There is some ill-feelings toward the latino population because there were land conflicts when the interiores migrated east, and the Kuna percieve them as intruders who moved out here to destroy more forests after they depleted nearly 90 per cent of the rainforest that existed in the Azuero Peninsula, where many migrated from. I lived a ten minute bus ride down the rode from another Kuna comarca, the Kuna Madugandi. These Kuna have more tension over land rights because in reality their lands were taken from them, and many were pushed off their land t make way for the hydroelectric damn at Lago Bayano. That said, there is no violent conflict, and it's mostly just a cultural separation. The Kuna Yala are a little more open minded because there is a booming tourist industry up north in the islands of San Blas, and many travel often to Panama City to sell art and jewelry. The Madugandi are more communal and don't venture out much.

 

Saturday, I went to visit Aristoteles to practice English with him and pasear. His mom made us fish and patacones, we watched American 80s music videos on a dvd he has to practice, then we headed to Ipedi to visit the Kuna Madugandi. There, we ran into a bunch o Kuna men campaigning for a man name Aiban, who is running for diputada of Kuna Yala. It was really cool talking to the Kuna men about politics. A Kuna teacher named Claviano shared a few beverages with Aristotle and me, and we had some great chats about history, politics, and education from the persepctive of Kuna culture. He told me that the mindset of many Kuna is changing and becoming more open. A few years ago, a North American married a Kuna Yala woman and they live happily up in the comarce. The white man speaks perfect Kuna and is accepted as one of their own. This is a sign of some progression, because the Kuna people usually do not mingle with anyone outside of the Kuna population, but things are changing. I made some great connections for when I get a chance to go visit the islands of San Blas, and Claviano and Aiban said they would take me in their motorboats to some of the pristine, tourist-free islands! I capped off the day by bathing with a group of Kuna Men in the Ipedi river. Some were bare-ass naked and invited me to do the same, but children were present, so I kept my skivvies on to cover the remaining whiteness. They got a kick out of it, and joked that I was more Kuna than Aristoteles (and not afraid of crocodiles) because he didn't get in. Also, the Kuna language is fascinating and I am going to try to learn it! Newedi!

The Respect for Diversity also is Peace



-This past Sunday, my family hosted a matanza for political campaign. They don't necessarily support the dude, but they have a restaurant and a big lot out front, plus they enjoy matanzas, so they agreed to host. The campaign people brought over 2 dead cows, and my family and others spend hours Saturady night and Sunday morning cutting, chopping, seasoning, smoking, and boiling la vaka into gloriousness. Spent the beautiful sunny Sunday eating smoked beef and sharing a few balboas with my host tío and primo. It was a solid day. I am excited for family matanzas, where the men work all afternoon (usually harvesting corn or rice) and then eat, drink, and dance merrily through the eve.

      Dude brought a moonbounce, how can he lose?

Earlier this week, I went to Chepo to help with the regional Spelling Be, and the following day for the Zárate Concurso, a regional cultural competition, and I got to spend both days with mis compañeras, fellow east siders and rubias, Rachel and Katy! I'll put some vids and pics up from the cultural event in my next post, it was really cool!


Finally, my new animal pals:



Colibrí

Christian, his pops, and a pato that ran waddled into my room one night

Mono Titi!

Balto, my trusty jungle sidekick

Paco, moody loro

late night tree frog visitor

I also saw a little crocodile, (or alligator, or caiman, ah i dunno) during a morning jog by a creek. Panamanians referred to the lizard as a lagarto babillo. I'll snap a pick next time.

Paz y abrazos!

p.s. if I don't blog in the next coupe weeks it's because I decided to don a loin-cloth and live with the Emberá deep in the Darien rainforest.
                                   


Friday, May 3, 2013

Tortí, the Wild Wild Este

Tortí, Panama Este; my new home for the next two years. Tortí lies off the Interamericana highway, just before the Darien region of Panama. You can take the highway from Canada and you will drive by my front porch, and me sitting in my hammock, a few hours before you reach the only break in the highway, the Darien gap, where the jungle is crazy thick along the Colombia-Panamá border. Tortí is a highway town that had seen a ton of rapid development in the past few years. There are supermercados, a nice hotel/restaurant owned by the husband of one of my teacher counterparts (Andres is also an entrepreneur of sorts, he also runs a microfinance credit union), fondas, repair shops, agriculture stores and other small businesses along the highway. I have heard/seen a variety of numbers for the population, but if you include of the surrounding farms and ranches it is probably around 8-10 thousand. The landscape consists of mountainous jungle in all directions, tons of cow pastures, and a few farms. A huge  percentage of the inhabitants are from Los Santos on the Azuero Peninsula in Panama Oeste, who immigrated here throughout the past 50 years or so upon the governments request to develop the land (especially from what I've seen in Platanilla, further into the Darien, it reminds me of the frontier the western U.S. back when it was up for grabs, except with rainforest..). Thus there has been a lot of forest-clearing for cattle grazing, and land tension between the Interiores and Kuna and Emberá populations that also exist throughout the region. Other than ganancia (raising cattle), another popular business is maderera (lumbering). It is unfortunate to see enormous 200+ year old trees getting hauled off down the highway on a daily basis, but this is the image of 21st century development here in Panama. There are multiple reforestation process, some ran by Swiss groups (the lumber companies are also Swiss, German, maybe Panamanian?..I will continue to investigate more of the situation), which plant new teca (teak) trees. Reforestation is an important part of the Environmental Conservation sector of Peace Corps, especially out here. It will take a lot of time and education to even begin to stop these huge lumber companies, but that's one of the reasons we are here. My friend Margaret is a CEC volunteer in Platanilla, about 30 min away from me, so hopefully I can get some of my students involved with some of her conservation projects.


Restaurante Valdez
Valdez property extended, my room is behind garage in the center


Mi cuarto
Where I'll be when you visit

Tío Jose and Adiel, host-hermano 


Out back
Anyway, my setup here in Tortí is pretty solid. I live with la familia Valdéz, who moved east abut 40 years ago. The family has a restaurant, a farm out back, and ton of land a little ways away in Río Congo/Platanilla where they raise cattle.  The 3 children of Edilma and Hermán live in separate houses out back and have their own children. I am excited to help out on the farm and in the restaurant and live the campo lifestyle. Chickens roam freely around back, they have over 10 pigs, dogs (Balto, Oso, and Bobby, could be more), a cat named Anastasia, Paco the parrot, and tons of cows,  This weekend I am going to help plant corn and hopefully ride one the horses on the beautiful ranch, surrounded by mountains and tropical fruit and palm trees. Behind the house there are also palm, mango, orange, papaya, and plantain trees! I also have access to the kitchen to cook my own food, and the family is used to many gringo-isms (like running, cooking/eating vegetables, etc.) because I am a follow-up to this site, and the previous volunteer, Casey, lived with the Valdez family throughout her service.

 








I am currently living in a room adjacent to the property. I have one room and a flush toilet, which is like gold to most PCVs, and a shower, but water comes and goes sporadically, so I leave the tap running to fill my shower bucket. The water is not potable, so I have to filter it or buy it at the supermercado next door (they also have Oreo's, among any other thing you'd need. tough life, right?) I have electricity and a Claro stick, which is a USB internet modem that you use to purchase internet daily or monthly. As i have mentioned before, technology these days travels fast, even (or perhaps especially) in the developing world, and cell phones and internet are widespread. My site is pretty yeye (slang for high class), especially compared to other volunteers. This is the hand we are dealt as TE volunteers. We are placed in bigger cities because part of the agreement with MEDUCA (the Ministry of Education) is that PCVs work with at least 3 English teachers in the schools. I am happy to be an access point for other PCVs who are living more in the sticks, and in turn would like to visit them to experience their lifestyles and help with their projects...Thus, my battle with technology and balancing my time rages on. I am glad to be connected with family and friends easily, and have access to tools to help me enjoy my hobbies (guitar resources, books, etc.), but I will try my best to limit my distractions and be fully present here in this way of living.
the walk home from school

the school  
The school I work in is huge, more than 1200 kids in total. Primedio (6th-9th grade) and Secondaria (10-12) school is in the morning, and Primaria (K-6) is in the afternoon. For my first couple months here, I am going to spend 2 weeks observing each of the 6 English teachers, starting with Primaria. It will be difficult at first because it is difficult to explain my complicated if not ambiguous role here and to articulate that I must take time to observe in order to integrate, understand the system, assess the needs, learn a ton, and develop a plan in order to have the greatest impact. My biggest challenge will be time allocation, because in addition to my primary project of working in the school with the English teachers, I want to develop secondary projects within and outside of the school. There are also night classes and University classes on weekends that I could get involved with. So before I get too overwhelmed, I am going to take these first couple months very slowly. I want to get to know the teachers and develop relationships so that they understand that I am a resource and here to make their jobs easier. (I am also trying to learn names of the students and staff, gunna take a while) I intend to slowly branch out into the community to understand the dynamics of the town and what they are facing in regards to development right now. I am not here to reinvent the wheel or change the education system. I have a ton to learn and hopefully I can help organize and connect people and resources and make some small changes.


However, I am understanding my role here, and the role of Peace Corps in general, more and more every day. It is a much deeper experience than accomplishing projects. For me, what determines success is relationship building; sharing ideas, culture, and friendship. I have already been connected with different families in the community who have invited me to their homes to eat and chat. It will be frustrating and overwhelming at times, but I can always pasear (visit) around town to meet people and explain why I am here, and I am always greeted with incredible generosity and appreciation. Or just hanging out with the kids at school would pick anyone up, especially the younger ones. I just finished my first week, and I have already been bombarded with hugs and kisses everyday, pictures, candy food, and even fresh mangos, all from the students! I am super lucky and excited for this opportunity, and by building relationships, learning and assisting in local activities like farming, milking cows, etc., and developing my skills and hobbies (guitar, yoga/exercise, reading), I will have an incredibly rich and successful experience. Also, traveling and visiting other PCVs in this awesome country will be a constant thrill!



Thursday, May 2, 2013

Recap, Godspeed gringos

Quick recap of some fun times with my incredible PC compañeros over the last couple weeks:


 A group of us went to to Lago Gatún to fish a few sundays ago. (Adam, his host-bro Ronál, Dana (Dante Villa Lobos) Katie, Cesár, Benjamin, y yo). When Adam invited me to go fishing with his host brother and him, I was super pumped. I love lakes. I come from a family who has spent generations at el Lago Clark in Michigan. It's our paradise. Let me tell you, lake life in Panama is still cool and tranquilo, but it was quite a wild experience.

Benjesus walking on water
 
 Lago Gatun was formed in the early 1900s during the canal building efforts. It's one of if not the biggest man-made  lakes in the world and was created by blowing up some mountains and rivers with a ton of dynamite, creating an enormous lake. The lake literally sits on mountain tops, and you can see tons of huge trees sticking out of the water and near the surface. imagine whipping around in a pontoon trying to dodge stumps, or better yet, wakeboarding. At one point, we literally got stuck on a tree and had to jump in and shift the fishing boat off of the tree, que locura.. The water is super clean and warm, and there are various types of fish (the majority of the fish we caught is an invasive species). There are also piranhas and lagartos in the lake, which I didn't find out until I was swimming around for a while. Lagarto= alligator, not sure if it's crocodiles or gators that live there, but either way, the prospect scared the shit out of me..kind of.. Our panamanian compadres assured us that they didn't hang out in that particular part of the lake. Fortunately (or unfortunately) we didn't see any modern day dinosaurs. We did catch a piranha though! (Again, we were assured that this kind doesn't normally attack humans.. I love Panamanian optimism, the "it will all work out just go with it" attitude). We also saw an old summer crib of Manny Noriega on the lake, and we met a really cool dude from Quebec, who definitely epitomized the lake life I know and love.




When all was said and done: Panameños: 23 fish ; Gringos 4
*For the record, there was one fishing pole and it was in the hand of the jefe, the rest of us used pop bottles with fishing twine and a hooked sardine for bait. I snagged 3.
We cleaned and gutted the fish, and that night, Adam's host madre y hermano fried up all the fish, made patacones (fried planatins), and we had quite the feast. One of the best days in Panamá thus far.





 Then, we returned to Ciudad de Saber to finish up training at PC HQ...and to climb the coolest f#^*ing tree everrrr!
BenJA y Dana La Rana (Dante Villa Lobos)

me and bejamón
Officially Peace Corps Volunteers!



Finally, the gringos went to Mailbu Beach Hostel in Gorgona to celebrate our swearing in! Needless to say we needed some time to, well, be free and party (a little). The beach was beautiful, the waves were pretty gnarly, the stars were incredible, and it was a very special weekend with nearly the whole group.



The last night there, we cooked quite the feast, complete with a fresh caught red snapper?, which Nico and I filleted and Benja fried up real nice.

Chillin under my mosquito net in my new home in Tortí, I have to admit that despite the frustrations with training and having a rigid schedule for the first two months, the connections made and the support shared between Group 72 was incredible. It was a special, necessary time for development and the friendship between volunteers truly adds to the richness of this Peace Corps experience.